I sit in my room which reeks of sadness and depression, upset over the same old shit because I never learn my lesson, that falling in love never makes me feel any better, I just feel sad alone, and a bit under the weather. My parents try to tell me, go out and sieze the day but it's so hard to feel alive when you're mind is in a haze and every day you spend sitting around wishing you would die because the pills you take aren't working, and you don't know why.
I sit in my room wating for sadness to pass because life is just a party and parties weren't meant to last and i'm getting pretty sick of all of my bullshit and i'm starting to think that I'm being selfish. And i should go out and hang out with my friends and make amends and i should go out and have fun instead of being sad lame and dumb.
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